Beautiful world

2007-12-05T19:23:00.000+08:00

Finally came back from holiday, so so tired. I think travel is not relax is spent money money and walk walk walk as you spend so money to a country, so dont waste the time, even raining also must shop, even how sick still have to go out, haz, I think I scare liao. Next time must think twice before I plan my trip. I will not go cool whether anymore, made myself so sick and wear so many clothes. hmmmmmm, I plan to go around Apr to May period, I think should be nice whether. Haz, now much start to saving, so girl, pls oh, go to work and save more money for next trip.
Taiwan not bad, the food and hotel very good, I think only cant sleep at night, the PIG sound ready make me awake. NO MORE 2ND TIME...I still prefer Japan tour, it so nice, unforgettable....

2007-11-21T19:32:00.000+08:00

so long never view my blog liao. tired. today course (MS Excel) not bad, happy with weibin together again, we share our problem, talk alot. luckily i enrol the course. Next week we will go Taiwan, look forward, 1st time i went was 19 years old, long long time ago. Hopefully we can enjoy it.

2007-11-08T21:44:00.000+08:00

Qi went TW only few days, I miss him so much. so worried about him, whether he can take the whether there, is the training hard? God will take care him.

Heard from Ling that CS left the house, so sad and worry him, CS : now is the ex time, very important for u, so dont b coz of any personal thing and affect you, you told us before, you want to so uni, i know you can make it, you so clever and smart, you still young and still got long way to go, CS, stand up and study hard, you can make it.

Long time never go back to HQ, now went back like holiday mood, everybody so welcome me and I felt like going back home, tmr is my last day there, hopefully I still got chance to go back. Friends, I miss you all.............

2007-11-03T12:27:00.000+08:00

wow, so long never do blog lsao. i hv been SPTI 4 mths liao, so disappointed there, no control, no job scope, no need to work and only know how to complain to union. so sian to see it, now i also lazy to feedback things and become lazy too. who's care, anyway, nobody will appreciated.

2007-10-13T22:56:00.000+08:00

When girl told me that news, I so surprised and worried. I called Qi immed, he ask me not to worry too much, he know how to handle. NO, QI, YOU DONT KNOW HOW SERIOUS IS IT, YOU DONT PLAY PLAY. You are a simple boy, till now I also dont understand why you do it?????? I'm so worried about you, you never show your problem to us, always pretend like nothing happen, hide to yourself and only talk to your brothers. Haz, I know you dont want me to worry about you, but I see you like that, I felt very sad and worried, I like useless. Qi, am I cant protect you? M I never listen to you? or you never trust mummy? I want to share your happiness and sadness, I want to see your real face, I want you to come to me when you got problem and not only good news. Remember I always beside you when you need somebody. I love you and care for you very very much, so my dear boy, dont do the stupid thing again, pls pls pls.

2007-10-04T20:21:00.000+08:00

wow, so long i never go in to my blog liao, i know alot of ppl miss me too, haha. now a day easy to get tired and i think i not suitable to SPTI, join there only 2 mths, I always fall sick and bodyache, last time when i was in DM, i seldom get MC or sick, haz, I also dont know why.

I reali enjoy my birthday this year, got my gucci bag and good dinner, I see everybody enjoy it. I know Girl think about the present, tks, my dear girl.

Yesterday night, Qi and Karen quarrel again, they know they not suit each other, they have tried their very best to patch back but what is the result? they knew it but they afraid to face it, they big enough to think and decide what they want.

2007-09-05T21:43:00.000+08:00

Ai Wah left the office liao, I can re-arrange the job scope and many things. I noe alot of ppl dont like at all, yesterday just ask Xen Bao to leave, I cant stand his working attitude, Ai Wah can give way to him, but not me. He very surprised that we ask him to go, luckily Kar Eng and Mr Loh support me.

Firdaus so sad, he need to move house to rent a small room with others ppl, I can understand his feeling, hopefully he can get along with the owner.

2007-08-27T21:22:00.000+08:00

Surprised weibin noe my blog... I view his blog, nothing interesting, so boring. Esther seem like not happy there, last min IM me and wanted to tell me her problem, but I need to rush back home, I think I will arrange to go down HQ after 5pm to meet her, to hear her out, she reli a nice girl.

I miss HQ life, although the job is suck, but the ppl there so fun and nice, of course SPTI's ppl oso very friendly, but I been HQ for 5 yrs, here only 1 month, HQ just like my 2nd house, all the ppl like my family, I miss Firdaus, Zaman, Anisa, Kailing, William, Miza, Weibin and all my team, Joel, Esther, Alison, so many many names...so sad. Haz, what to do, life still need to go on, look forward and forget the pass.......

I guessed correctly, the stupid, useless & Fxxx Kxxx msg ah girl again, as he just break off with his girl friend, now he felt lonely, so started to msg her again, pls loh, my girl no need you to care, dont ever think about her again, I told girl, he NEVER NEVER STEP IN TO MY HOUSE, HE IS NOT WELCOME, hope girl open her big eyes and think carefully, dont make mistake again, around her got so many nice, handsome, good education guys, the Kxxx thin and stupid look, pls loh...cant stop scolding him, $%^&^"*.
test is coming , this few month is very important stage, hopefully she noe what she is want, I NOE MY GIRL, SHE IS A SMART GIRL, SHE NOE WHAT SHE WANT.

2007-08-25T13:28:00.000+08:00

So long never view my blog liao...so lazy and now a day just dont noe why so easily to get tired, sleep so early. I think that SPTI not suite me...I think Ai Wah and Mei unhappy about the staff changes, they just want to keep more temp staff, now I propose to give all the temp staff to contract, then they said give contract will course MC AND OT problem, but at first when I ask them why no contract staff, they told me they fright until so hard oso cant approve, so which is which..all the technicians oso the same, lazy and want less work, all the ppl there are the same, see alr oso sian. Anyway, I just do what I should do, I only get instruction from my boss, I dont care whether they like or dont like, soon Ai Wah is going off, I hope everything can start over again, incl their work attitude and mind thinking, compare with HQ, they are reli enjoy good life.

2007-08-11T23:23:00.000+08:00

So long go orchard, tonight window shop there for 3 hours, feel good. I think last time work in orchard so dont feel like going back there for weekend, now work in SPTI, weekend I dont mind to town.
So fast me work there 1 month, people there very kind and friendly, only work abit bored, but never mind lah, how much my pay so no point work so much....

2007-08-01T20:50:00.000+08:00

so fast today alr 1st August...I hv been SPTI for 2 weeks liao...only 2 weeks I alr cannot stand the job here, nothing to do, just print out the report and pass o temp, sometime I feel like taking back all to do myself, but see them sit down there nothing to do, worst loh, I rather I sit then they sit there. Mr Loh understand my problem, and he ask me to re-organsiat after Ai Wah left, and he oso feedback that Mr Pang question why she need to stay back for OT, as now I should be indenpatant and not two person claim OT, I can understand and actually I wanted to let Mr Loh noe as if in HQ, they will not allow. Mr Loh is trying to talk to Mr Pang again as he think that Ai Wah work here so long and this month is her last month, dont be so calculative, but I told him this is management not PTE LTD, he understand and will talk to Ai Wah this friday...sad right, how good u are, how hardworking u are, once u tender then everything is zero...haz..

2007-07-30T22:45:00.000+08:00

I slowly can attempt the new place and new work.. but today I felt very sad, I felt that I betray DM. Previously when I want to cut off, Mr Loh and the technician will co-operate with me to carry out the job immed, even without any ZN notification, but now, when Alison create a ADHOC job, they oso reject, the reason was NO ZN. Now I knew that actually cut off is better has a ZN as easier for updating and no double job created, and ADHOC job, after cut off there is no any information update in the system, have to wait till tmr then manually update, its is risky. so when ADCOS ask my view, I told them the SOP should done in DM, but DM never follow up, then Kar Eng email back to Stephen and cancel all the job. Haz, I felt bad but if I dont say anything, they will said "now u are in ADCOS not DM, so dont always think about there"...so sad, hope Stephen can understand my position...

2007-07-24T22:10:00.000+08:00

Today is the 1st time hold meeting with the temp staff, Mr Loh, Kar Eng and Ai Wah, regarding of working attitude, Mr Loh keep asking me to be the bad guy...nvm, I used to it liao as last time in DM, I oso doing the same time.

Today went back to HQ again...when met Firdaus, Weibin and all the guys, I just talk non stop, just like go back to my own house. Pat tender too, she reli cant stand the job there, she has to answer all the DOM debt but onli get min pay but nobody guide her, she has to answer everything inculding Stephen report, poor thing. Weibin so lucky, even now, he still can ask me anything thru IM, I will surport him along the way.

Li Wei found a new job with high starting pay 2k..good for him, at least no need to make phone calls everyday. So sad, all my friends come back to HQ but I alr leave the place. But ADCOS ppl reli friendly, in here you just do your job, nobody will bother you.

2007-07-22T21:36:00.000+08:00

Have dinner with Mum, Girl and CS, to celabate his birthday....not bad and I thought the bill will be around 200 but surprised only 136. Now a day its so difficult to communicate with Chuan, he seem so stubborn and inpatient. He just want everybody follow his instruction and dont accept others ideal...hopefully my children understand him and give in to him, anyway he still is the best of their father.

2007-07-20T22:23:00.000+08:00

5th day in SPTI...the job is so relax and just monitoring the temp staff...so bored. compared with my DM's job, totally is different. I still cant adjust to this type of life, next week onward I have to learn things from the temp staff, I cant depend on them, now Ai Wah keep saying that she so busy thus no time to do others job, no wonder Mr Pang and Mr Loh are disagreed what she said.

Weibin reli tender his resignation today, but at the end Stephen managed to cool him down. I dont understand why he die die want Stephen issue WL to Selphie? this is not in the camp, all the staff incl him if feel unhappy, they can direct complain to the top, not necessary have to talk to TL, some more now is btw he and she. He still young and childish. Hopefully he can handle the staff issue better in future.

2007-07-17T20:29:00.001+08:00

This is my second day in SPTI...surprised that the distance only need 20 mins..so near, the place is new to me but the work so familiar. Here the job only updating and monitoring the ZN Notification, all the reports can be find in the system, so its so simple and straights forward, not like DM, every things must answer and find the figures. I think I got the right choice.
Afternoon went back to HQ, once I step in the office, me so happy exp saw Weibin, Shaun, Juo Hao and Selphie....AND MY SEAT....haz...everythings is over, I no more TL there.....

2007-07-14T15:07:00.000+08:00

Next Monday I will go to SPTI, start my new career. Yesterday so sad....when said goodbye to everybody, most of them so surprised. kept asking me why I want to leave since I got so so many friends there? They dont noe my problem, last time I thought that just work doubt hard and show good result then I can ask for something, but actually everything oso must step by step, the management only think that you should do your job, you work extra is your business, I tried to tell weibin dont follow my step, but I see him the way he work, he just like me then he will regret next time when stephen cant offer him better pay. Goodbye ALL MY FRIENDS, I will miss you all.........

Mr Loh came office to carry my things, Mr Toh oso called me whether I need help, Mei ask me what breakfast I want for Monday...so touch. I will do my best and try to solve their problem in the new office

2007-07-10T22:08:00.000+08:00

Esther will talk to SC about Jasma case...she too much, how can she took MC and without submit MC Cert, she tried to hide something and why nobody check on her, SC oso cant be bothered her. He keep complaining that her MC high but still recommend her for perm, crazy right..I think tomorrow will have a war..anyway me going to SPTI liao, so nothing to do to me, but soon my staff will shifting to 6th floor, so I oso want this thing to be clear, at least fair to my staff.

Mr Loh and Mei so helpful, one came down to bring my things to SPTI, Mei brought me few boxes to pick my things, I so happy, although now everybody ask me why I want to transfer be a clerk, I thik the job status not important, more important is the boss and friends...I look forward next Monday, I will work hard and smart

2007-07-08T22:12:00.000+08:00

Boon love to play MJ, glad to see her so happy, I dont mind every weekend arrange outing or MJ with her, as long as she is happy and healthy. Now she only can enjoy once a month, other days she will survey the sickness, cannot go out at all...so Boon, I wish I can with you EVERY WEEKEND.

I only left 1 week in my office, next time I will not at orchard anymore, feel sad and suddenly like hard to say goodbye to all my friends, haz, no choice, everything settled liao, just go forward dont think about the past, over alr over, hopefully I will happy there....

2007-07-05T22:08:00.000+08:00

Everybody ask me when is my late day...haz, HR still holding my letter..dont noe for what? sometime I see the staff never pay attention to do their work, and weibin oso doing the same thing, I felt like scold them but I think me going to transfer, dont care so much...but I know weibin he can do a good job, hopefully stephen noe how to keep him.

2007-07-04T23:01:00.000+08:00

Poor Firdaus, eyes totally cant open, who ask him love to go clubbing? now got frighting and MC 3 days...finally me submitted my transfer letter to HR, now only waiting for letter to infm me when going to ADCOS, should be 160707 if I m not wrong.

Siao Stephen still said I owe so much and still question me why the inactive a/c's debt so high, ask me to answer MD, pls loh, they moved out on 2005, i just join outbound team mid 2005, should ask the previous team leader. so angry, still talk so loud in front of so many ppl. I cant wait for that day to come.

2007-07-02T21:38:00.000+08:00

Glad to see my new staff so hardworking and kin to learn, Weibin also tried his best to learn as much as he can...don't worry, Weibin, I will hold your hand and even I transfer out, u can call me anytime.

2007-06-29T23:10:00.000+08:00

Finally I got my GUCCI BAG...cost 1.2k. Tks Chuan. When the moment he paid, I felt bad as too expensive but when I think that now a day he earn $ for the share market and Ah Girl can share with me, then at least I don't feel too bad. I love the bag so much...simple and nice. I will carefully take care it...GIRL, U TOO.

Charles thought that I only transfer to 6th floor but I told him I will leave this place cant see me around, he so surprised and ask me don't to transfer..he said " pls lah, don't transfer, u so nice person". wow, me so touch, he only join my team 9 days....I really is a good team leader, haha....

Jerry went Tuas Power for interview, so fast they called him for 2nd interview on coming Monday, hopefully he got the job...

2007-06-28T22:10:00.000+08:00

Finally Stephen talk to me, he said he has to hold me back for 3 mths/6 mths or even more as he cant find a replacement for me. I think this should his problem but now he put it like my problem, so i told him weibin can be train but he need to increase his pay as he only A level, he yayapapaya said weibin should prove to him 1st...I noe he is useless la. anyway, weibin wanted to try and I think he oso wanted to help me..I will train him and teach him all the easier way, he really capable guy, keen to learn and not calculative..Selphie wanted to resign b coz of him...they cant get along, but I told selphie think about positive and as long as her replacement in, I will let her to inbound, if she really cant wait, I cant do much. Hopefully my decision to transfer is correct...

2007-06-26T20:16:00.001+08:00

I just cant talk to SC anymore, what ever I said sure he got something to say back....I don't know why suddenly so many thing happen after I ask for transfer - Darren and Aegison resign, Suz and Selphie ask for transfer, now LC and Joyce Hew need to go EBS for full time prepare training note, so left nobody in CM. He said in front of everybody that if I change my mind then everything will be easier as I can take over LC team, if not, Alison have to take care two section. He still want to offer me to send me to NUH, pls loh, I don't need to take his car, I rather to take MRT. I cant change my mind as is unfair for the other side and if I still stay here, I will do extra work and hold more responsibility but just get normal officer pay. He cant fright for me anything, he ask me to wait for ceiling. Nope, I don't want to be stupid fool anymore and I think he too much, Malay woman never work, MC high, he oso treat her so nice, when Alison ask why cant give her some duty, he said " She just a contract staff ", SO, other contract staff must work so hard, why she cant? just sit there talk PTE PHONE and everyday MC MC MC. Now My worried is whether management will let me go not, here really no TL liao, GOD, PLS HELP ME...HR faster give me transfer letter, PLS

2007-06-25T22:54:00.000+08:00

wow..me so full now...me going to get fatter and fatter...every night got guys buy food for girl to eat, i noe now girl under stress and they care so much, tks for the caring but dont buy so late, as she is a small eater, at the end we have to finish all the food, so we put on alot weight. SO GUYS, IF U WANT TO BUY PLS BUY EARLIER, EG LUNCH TIME OR DINNER TIME, if not sure one day, her father and I become fatty bom bom...anyway thank you guys, we reli appreicated.

SHOP AND LOVE

2007-06-24T22:43:00.001+08:00

This weekend just went to AMK Hup for shopping, very tired. All of us got what we want - Three of them got their watch and Qi got a new hp cost $188, although look 'fat' but he love the function...what he wanted. Me! finally I got a free TV, I have been waited for few months - SCV promotion.

Sad to hear that Agnes got problem...hope she can listen to her family and leave the person as far as she can, LOVE is no right or wrong, but sometime the relationship will effect alot of ppl and hurt other person, then no choice have to give up. We must face the fact and care about others feeling, we must have responsibility what we done, life has to go on so sometime is sad but no choice.

2007-06-22T23:08:00.000+08:00

Luckily 2 new guys not bad but can see Sean will not stay longer as he alr 28 yrs old and got so much experience in bank, he work here only temp...Dont know why SC still employ him, waste my time to train a staff. So sad that Jerry was rejected, he reli want to come back but management just dont give him a chance, even SC want oso useless. Now I have wait for somebody to come, if not I dont know whether SC will let me go not...Nvm, here or there oso drawn same pay, dont bother so much. Girl reli study so hard, hope she will get good result. GIRL, U OSO NEED TO REST..DONT GIVE YOURSELF STRESS. WE KNOW U ALR TRIED YOUR VERY BEST IS MORE THEN ENOUGH.

2007-06-19T21:52:00.000+08:00

before i transfer out, at least i done something for my team members - put up perm for weibin. Hopefully management will approve. Now I tried to control my temper. who ever want to say anything or do anything, let them go, I cant be bother. Care so much for what, other ppl do nothing but top highly see them, so I closed my both eyes, just do my SOP...my duty then go home at 6pm...he cant find replacement then just continuous here....DONT CARE...

2007-06-18T22:11:00.001+08:00

So angry today, karen just complained about SC and I just said the fact then she said why I side SC. is their fault, they never follow up the case, they are so selfish and only CUST SERVICE, so answer the debt, who clear the shit...ALL IS DM. luckily me going to transfer out, sick of this job, SC always want me be the bad guy and he will the last one to appeal and be the good guy.
Shine sick...his eye got problem cant open at all...I think he ate too much things. poor boy, monitor him few days 1st, if still bad, will bring him to see vet on Wednesday...

2007-06-16T17:15:00.000+08:00

yesterday SC said I owe him too much, m I felt bad when talk to him....funny thinking, when i owe him? what he has done for me? 4 yrs empty promises, how i performed he never notice, he thought that he just gave me very good then more then enough? pls loh, so many ppl never work, high mc, u oso give them v.good, so what is fair? u still ask me wait for my salary ceiling then will get promotion, wow, wait for another 8 to 10 yrs..my god, u never felt bad when u told me that, now u keep saying I m the one who destroy your team....nvm, up to u, I cant be bothered to talk to u or explain to you. I will do my best in ADCOS. Somebody just never see themselves and put the blame the others....

2007-06-14T22:40:00.000+08:00

I so touch when Anisa ran to me and ask me why I want to ask for transfer? she said she will miss me!! Haz...I oso very sad, this is my 2nd house, in fact I stay there more then in my house, but sometime need to have change, cannot forever stay in a place and do the same old things. I need to upgrade and learn more things. Sometime I hate the ppl there, like today, GH ppl just push the job away, their fault but the way put it like our problem...Stephen worst, told him then he ask me send a email to scold them, WHO M I? He dun care, he just want to rec'd my email..ok, who ask me under him, send lor...actually I oso cant stand them...too much, credit they take, shit DM CLEAR...TOO MUCH.

Stephen never reply Mr Pang email, I think he will let me go ...God Bless me....

2007-06-12T22:03:00.000+08:00

So angry about SC...Finally I know his true colour, now he blame me that b coz I ask for transfer, thus all my staff wanted to resign or transfer, gave him big problem. I told him the main reason and more important is he cant fight for us any things, no promotion, no increment, no allowance but our duty is heavier then other section - answer debt level, who want to stay! he just refused to listen and ask me dun push him to the concern, if not he will not let me transfer, if I m not happy, I can resign....FXXX, CB, LB, #%&#...I told myself, I will not talk to this USELESS man anymore, NO LB, He got no power, cannot keep staff, he tried to find some excuse to make himself better, nvm. transfer or not, doen't matter, as long as every month 14th I got my pay...from now I will not do any extra work. Haz....Firdaus check with HR, now they dun wan to re-employ old staff, as they dun wan ppl suka suka resign and rtn again, so my only hope oso gone...God, this is your order? Give me a hope and so fast destroy it....sob sob...-_- "

CS, glad that u found your angel.. stay sweet with her! ALL THE BEST... =)

2007-06-11T23:04:00.000+08:00

Yesterday I told myself, I must work hard and forget about my transfer as I have to set good example to the staff, Suz and Selphie no mood to work, keep waiting for transfer. so I told them off, as long as one day u are in the DM, u must do your job..no replacement no transfer, me too...I think my transfer have to wait long long. Things always is two hand clap, no one sided, so when something happen, regardless is happy or sad, just take it as at first u oso the one who want to do it...I m not saying ANYBODY, I m saying myself as last week I totally no mood to work, thus my staff follow my step.

2007-06-10T22:43:00.000+08:00

Girl always though that I like CS so much, even he made mistake I still side him...Girl, you are wrong, I never side him at all, actually I thought that he angry u then he can leave u alone. But whose noe that he become crazy, NOW HE TOTALLY DUN WAN ANYTHING TO DO WITH U, so he keep sending u msg to make u angry. Then let him go and dun bother him, proved to him that without him u still can survive. I started to hate him liao, this time he reli too much. CS, STOP DISTURB HER AND STOP WRITING THOSE STUPID WORDS ANYMORE.

2007-06-09T23:32:00.000+08:00

Chuan was so so angry and disappointed with QI AND AH GIRL, he said that they NEVER respect him as a father, the way they talk to him, he cannot stand it anymore. He said I m the one who ALWAYS GIVE IN TO them, thus they behave this way, worst and worst. I told him he cant compared our young day with them, its so much different now. There are different stage when they grow up, and must handle differently. I agreed that sometime the way they talk to us is too much, but more important in their heart and mind, they still love us, exp they love him much much more then me, father's day and his birthday, they have plan earlier, me! Only girl got the thought, Qi---NEVER.

For me, I think more important is we must trust them, must know their activities, eg their friends, where they go. Many ppl said I never control them, I too let go......M I reli dun noe how to be a mother? all my fault? I give in too much? I reli dun noe, maybe my working place and him is too much different, he work in a frty, and my working place so many young ppl, so the way we handling and thinking are too much different. But I agreed that sometime they are too much, especially their tone. I think he need attention and he love to go to hawker ctr to eat, so next time when we go out together, is better follow his decision, SO QI AND GIRL, PLS CHANGE YOUR ATTITUDE AND YOUR TONE, DON'T MAKE HIM ANGRY, HE IS YOUR FATHER, RESPECT AND LOVE HIM................

2007-06-07T22:43:00.000+08:00

SC never mentioned anything about my transfer in our DM meeting, he just act like nothing happen. Alison big mouth and told everybody about my transfer...now I heard that Jerry might replace me, hopefully, if not I dun noe when is my turn. Surprised Jerry join us back again, after 2 yrs, he still think that SP staff is the best..actually is ture, we like a big family, haz, now my turn to leave...sad.

2007-06-06T22:23:00.000+08:00

My dear girl, I never side anybody. I am trying to say that we cant stop a person like another person, this is no right no wrong, ask yrself, did u do crazy thing for K previously? u think was worth it during that time but now u look back, what u think! stupid and useless right. so he oso the same, he has to wake up himself, nobody can give any adv.. Now better. he noe what he should do AND WHAT HE WILL NOT DO...

Today so sad that i told SC that my decision, haz...my team will be dismiss. I know is hard for him to find replacement as nobody like me so stupid work and work, but at the end LL. Now is his problem to find replacement asap...I been there 5 yrs, all my friends there, many many boy friends, haha, actually I never thought that I will leave there..my 2nd home but sometime is out of our control, we got no choice....me feel like crying, I will miss my day, my friends, my team, all the good and bad days there.....sob sob..

2007-06-05T23:06:00.000+08:00

Sad n happy to see CS and ah girl quarrel. Sad is CS and ah girl know each other for so long, 14 yrs friendship, just end like that. Happy is finally CS can let go, all along he just live in his own world, he need to wake up, I know he tried his very best to win her heart but sometime two person together must have some luck. Now more important for both of them is study hard, other than that is too early to say and plan, they still young and got long way to go.....
Surprisingly Mr Pang ask me for lunch and interview me. He and Mr Tan like me and hope I can join them. After talking with my staff, I think its time for me to change my job and know more new ppl..haz, I have been here 5 yrs, later I need to shift to 6th floor, a place that i hate to go, some more Darren and Aegison are planning to resign, Suzlinda wanted to transfer to Alison team as all her friends there, i think Weibin soon..left only Selphie, she !!! cant make it, stubborn and dun accept ppl advice. God, pls led me direct me to the correct way...

2007-06-04T21:07:00.000+08:00

Glad that SC talk to me about my transfer, I noe he cant do much but at least he noe what I want and what he has to appreciate. He is right, Adcos only need a clerk, if now they want me to replace serious clerk then I can go over, indirectly I m promoted but as what SC said if now i transfer, I downgrade...oki.... I stay longer and see what he can do for me.

2007-06-02T21:48:00.000+08:00

surprisingly Mr Pang ask me whether want to transfer to his dept...I know Mr Loh requested it and I know SC will not allow me to transfer as LC said she is planning to resign, Fidaus went to EBS, now he left nobody with him...but he cant promise me anything, I been Team Leader 4 years and he never promoted me..only know tell the whole world that I m TL but only a name, how about my pay...I dun care, when Monday he ask me, I will tell him off.

2007-05-31T22:44:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday...Boon. So happy to hear that your result is good..the cancer drop a bit...eat more and dun worry too much then will be get well soon...So bord..whole day stay at home..at night then go parkway shop shop with Girl. Qi finally go back camp..he rest for 1 week and now he dun feel like going back...Qi, be MAN..Chuan should be enjoy his trip now with his church friends for 4 days holiday at Malacca.

2007-05-30T22:30:00.000+08:00

Glad to hear that Karen got in NUS...Clever girl. Hopefully my girl oso can get in s'pore U. I noe she can make it. Tmr can wake up late..yesterday reli so sick. cant sleep whole night, today everybody ask me whether m I sick as I look so sian..tired.

2007-05-29T23:57:00.000+08:00

finally KL talk to me...she show me her family photo..I noe she angry about the email that I send to their EO...but the arrangement is suck..today I cant take it anymore, I send another one to SC again...I cant keep monitor the accounts..my guy got so many accounts to follow up..this time SC send to ST...haha, now they will wake up. I never do anything wrong, I just do my job..I believed one day they will friend me...like KL..she noe what is my duty.

2007-05-26T22:49:00.000+08:00

Its fun to play MJ with Judy, Ian and his friend..some more jenny maid highlight my hair, very nice..tks. save my money. Chuan worried about ah Girl as she like keep enjoy her day...Girl..time is running out, now alr end May, test is coming ant this is last year...so I oso think that is time to settle down and focus your study...Qi still can enjoy his holiday...till next week.

2007-05-25T20:23:00.000+08:00

whole day heahache, reach home immed took 2 pills without food...cant stand it anymore. need to sleep early, this few days I seem like very tired and whole bodyache...maybe time up to take MC...like Qi...doctor give 7 days MC...wow...so now he can enjoy his weekend liao.

2007-05-24T20:53:00.000+08:00

morning so busy...early in the morning see SC liao. then nearly 6pm he called me to take care a stupid case. This case is generated by system to cut off, all the dispute settled liao, cust die die dun pay the transfer amt, what can I do. Inbound stop discon and ask them pay by 6pm, they are the one told cust will be cut off after 6pm if no pymt...now the stupid cust complained to PUB TOP PPL, he so scard until no LP, ask me to check carefully, I told him all the dispute resolved and cust dun accept the explanation, of course we can cut off, the keat su SC ask me check again, dun trust the report, if got mistake, ME AND HIM HAVE TO ANSWER!!! what the FXXX! cust dun pay oso my problem! dun trust rpt trust what! he think I'm the god ah, can see 1 year ago thing ah! so angry, want to collect money but scare about complain, go and die la. called cust oso dun answer, nvm, tmr i call if they dun accept...I will cut. this job is suck have to COVER EVERYTHING, any issue DM must answer, but come to increment DM always get less, suck right! Angry day today...CB, F, LB, LP......at the end still LL.

2007-05-23T21:37:00.000+08:00

me so happy that Peng got blog too...I can talk to her freely. Qi leg pain again...I think he too lazy to bath, thus here pain there pain, save him right. but i noe him well...few days later he forget everything and dun bath again. Now I think SC trust me alot...as long as cases he not sure or cant solve, he will email me and ask me to check...then sabo tage me..forward my whole email to other party, now 9th floor ppl hate me alot...now i hope can transfer to 6th floor asap.

2007-05-22T22:49:00.000+08:00

Just step in the house, girl so sad and told me that she and Enna quarried, Enna dun friend her...sob sob....then I realised that actually is nobody fault. Enna is a cheerful and sample girl, we love her so much, in fact papa wanted her to his daughter in law. but too bad, Qi alr hv Karen. Enna...you are very important to ah girl, she can live without the guys but she cant loss u, you all like couple, hand in hand...listen to me...everybody got different beauty, more important is the heart, if the person pretty but the heart very bad oso useless, outlook only temp, inside beauty is forever...like you. so dun be sad or angry, trust me...u will find a guy who love u one.

2007-05-21T20:40:00.001+08:00

The weather so so hot...dun feel like going out to eat..Alison seems got problem. I think when the children grown up...the house will only left 2 old couple, if two can get along then not so bad, if not, it will another war coming. Alison cant get along with her hubby, her daughter went overseas study, only son seldom visit her during weekend, so she only always rent VCD to spend her weekend, as what she said..this can help her not to think about her problem and the time can pass faster. so sad...when she told me that.
This is what old age will face the problem. we spend all our time to take care them but when they got gf/bf or married liao, they just tell you "I got no time" "My children need me" "My hubby or My wife will not happy"...all the shit excuse will come out, they just forget what their parent has done for them. THIS IS FACT, THIS IS LIFE..., so I dun want to think too much or plan too long, as long as I'm happy, my family is happy when I'm around, my friends are happy. LIFE IS SHORT so dun so calculative, dun bother too much what ppl said, more important dun hurt ppl feeling...must leant how to "SEE THRU"

2007-05-20T23:47:00.000+08:00

wow, CS bought for Girl 99 rose flower...so big and heavy, everybody look at her when pass by...He reli so so...I oso dun noe what to say about him...haz. He brought us to top 70th story for dinner, so X and I think the bill nearly $250..I wanted to share but he refused to take..He said only once a year and as long as she happy..he will happy too. CS...haz...what should I said !!!! but what I can do is...I will buy u a dinner for your birthday...
So many guys gave Girl presents... she reli enjoy her 18th birthday. I hope she noe what she should do for this year, what is the most important thing for her...NOT BOY FRIEND OKI...PLS NOT THIS YEAR!!!!!!

2007-05-19T23:55:00.000+08:00

Wow...so tired, whole day outside...see Girl like a butterfly, fly here and there, can see she reli enjoy and happy tonight, Good, this is what I wish. I prefer her to join her classmate more often than outsider... Me so happy too as her classmate said I look young, hehe, althought many ppl told me before but I dun mind to hear somemore (Qi said feel like vomit liao). Most of them got view my blog..... Tks for you support..haha, I know I must improve my ENGLISH.
Qi quarried with Karen again, Haz....365 days they quarried 360 days, I dun understand how they maintain this relationship. Two person together must LEARN HOW TO GIVE AND TAKE, MUST KNOW HOW TO SOLVE THE PROBLEM AND DUN DUN ASK THE OTHER JUST BECOME A FOLLOWER, everybody got their own thinking and ideal, hope that they reli can see where is the roof of their problem.
Boon ask me to book a room again as she wan 4 of us with mum stay in room like last time when we were young. ya..so long we never stay in a air con room and chart liao. OKi, let me look up again and might arrange again...whose noe.
Oop, 12.15am...its late...I need to sleep...just call Girl and they are going to Double O liao...enjoy yrself...Be good girl oki...I love you.

2007-05-17T22:14:00.000+08:00

Everybody sick, shine sick, girl sick, me too...today I dun feel like talking, my mouth so so pain. I knew once I send email to SC, inbound ppl will TL me...haz, as darren said " dun care what ppl said or like not, u just doing your job". Everybody never said hello to me liao...a bit sad but I got no choice... -_- sometime I tell myself dun feedback any problem, they just cant be bother and push here push there, Mr Loh worst..ask me email to PUB's big boss...I think he crazy liao, who m I??? at the end I send to SC, he oso forwarded to Alison, so she still has to follow up.....now i smart, anything report to my BOSS and let him decide.......

2007-05-16T22:17:00.000+08:00

Today is a busy day...1/2 day meeting, c doc came back alr 2.30pm. Mei and Kar Eng came and test the CIQ till 6pm...I cant even touch my work, hopefully tmr I can hv same time for my follow up cases....but tmr 10am still got meeting with IS.
Stephen ask me continues to send those miss handling case by ICC/Counter, I told him now a day everybody hit me liao. This few days, inbound TL never said hello to me anymore, but I dun care loh, as cust walk in or write in appeal for IP, I am the one have to write case fact and answer to the management, thus I told Stephen, in future pls ask the section to put up case fact and not me...they just simply give deferment without payment, then my side have to follow like hell...

2007-05-15T22:24:00.000+08:00

See ah girl so happy, me felt good, at least I can make her little wish come ture, book a hotel room for her birthday, all is God given to us, tks God! Now must start to plan that day ativity, hope she can spend a unforgetable night...18 yrs old !! the age so so far away from me....
Me so happy as I told SC off, wan me to reduce debt but when I arrange immed cut off, he wan to give 1 more week deferment, so I told him off..." hellow, now I take action than U stop", then he said is not his wish, is GM instruction. Aiyo, cant be bothered la...BOSS ALWAYS RIGHT, and somemore the money oso not drop in my proket, as long as dun ask me to answer this and that. NO BALL BOSS.

2007-05-13T22:10:00.001+08:00

Today Qi, Chuan and I went to ELIM Chuch. The Chuch very nice and big but I still prefer Qi previous Chuch but they just refused to go back. I dun understand why happen to them, what is the reason? Both love to go back and yet DARE NOT TO GO BACK...GOD, what should do? I thought Sunday we can go chuch together and have lunch together, treat this as our FAMILY DAY...Once a week, so nice but they just reject! Sian ah....I tried my best liao, I cant force them. God noe !!!!!!!!!

2007-05-13T22:10:00.000+08:00

Surprisely CS gave me flowers, me reli touch...he is a good boy, he is a independent and stubborn boy, not easy to get along, but he reli respect the us, he and ah girl just can get along, the reason is....both of them like a stone, it will "hot" once touch together....hopefully, their friendship can last long. Karen bought me a very nice CROSS,-Jesus loves Me from Precious Thots, I love it...tks Karen. Gire got bad cough, I think yesterday night went Double O and drank too much, plus not enough sleep thus got cough. Girl, Your birthday comming soon so must take care your health then can enjoy your birthday right...

2007-05-12T22:38:00.000+08:00

Qi very sad as he just attended the Taiwan solder's wake, haz...SAD, nobody wish to has this thing happen.... this is fated, this is life, we must accept it as we got NO CHOICE. Everybody feel sad....-_-". Tonight we celebrate mother days with mum and jenny family, the dinner not bad and cheap, only 120 with 8 disher. Mum oso getting old and old...this yr 75 yrs old...mum..wish you happy everyday and good health...walk carefully as u always blur blur fall down.. I LOVE YOU.

2007-05-10T22:52:00.000+08:00

Today bonus out, somebody will be happy somebody will be disappointed. Surprised william only get GOOD, he reli work so hard and give in all his time, even sick he oso dun take MC, so at the end what he gain....Farius oso, push up the service level so high and credit to others, they got VGOOD and he onli got GOOD. so MUST WORK SMART AND NOT WORKHARD. The management never appreciate what we done, they onli know who they want, even the person dun noe anything. Although I got VGOOD but I still disappointed as I think i should get OUTSTANDING, everyday I arrange CUT CUT CUT and debt DOWN DOWN DOWN, but when the result out..SUCK!!! M I asking too much? God know what I'm doing and how much I have give it. Mlorning we TL, but after said out, we noe is useless so we onli can LL....-_-
Girl's classmate done a good job, they clear all the things before they go off. Good, I dun mind they come again, WELL DONE. Tired liao, sian liao, time to sleep. Tmr still hv to see the stupid boss again, wish I can transfer out this stupid place........-^-

2007-05-09T22:20:00.000+08:00

Boon sick again...now her blood result is bad, she has to take 2 pills each time..haz, so poor thing. why, why she has to surffer? next will be who turn?? I hear her voice, so weak and so sian. God, pls help her to go thru this, give her hope and srank to fright for it, she reali is a kind person. Everybody said my ear rings very nice...me love too. Tks Girl !!!

2007-05-08T20:35:00.000+08:00

Dun understand why DOM can hv o/s of $8k and last pymt in feb'04 and no follow up action?? I think is too unbeliveable. I tell myself dun be so KPO as I onli took over 1 week, done so much oso nobody appreciate!!! oki, tmr I will not so ON and must act blur abit...-_-

2007-05-07T21:05:00.000+08:00

Surprised to see ruixiang and karen tag my blog....very happy at least got same fun. Chuan earn some profit for us...hopefully this will be smothly going on..then me and girl got money to shop and shop...the best can go our dream country again...Sad to hear Joyce koh break off with her bf, they hv been together 3 yrs and at the end he got another one, everybody said she too fat and dun noe how to dress up, therefore??? No comment. hope she can go thru it asap. Poor Firdaus went down liao, nobody talk with and keep coming back to office. Nvm, we will work together again after next year at 6th floor. All the Dom staff totally dun noe how to follow up cases, even never send email??? my god, anyway they just follow up 1 week. Tired liao, me want to sleep early. Girl havn't come back...with Anna again. that silly Anna must wake up herself, so young so sweet, why bother about a stupid guy, she still got alot alot of chance.

2007-05-06T22:02:00.000+08:00

Finally girl went thru liao...can hear her laughing voice again..but me have new worried...chased away one bee and come alot of beesssssssssss....this year is very important for her, she must work doubt hard for this year then go for her dream, afraid that too many guy disturb until she cant forcus her study. TOO BEAUTY OSO GOT PROBLEM...like mum hahaha. Hopefully she know what she want and what should come 1st... I trust my girl.

2007-05-05T21:41:00.000+08:00

I sold my gold...long time i never put on, not bad still got few thousand dollars. Glad that girl and Qi love it only chuan is too small for him..nvm lah..tmr can change another set. Haz, I wanted to bring my children go back to chuch again but they just refused to go..exp Qi! dun understand what happen to him, just turn over. Last time they want me to go, I refused...now I wanted to go, unless sunday can be our family outing day, but....I will not force them anymore..as I think is it not respect to the God. Hopefully they get back their 1st pectionnet, they want to go themself....God, pls led them to you.

2007-05-03T21:52:00.000+08:00

finally firdaus got his answer...he will going down to EBS on next Monday..i guess correctly too..my team will go down to 6th floor too. so sian and bored...i hate the air there and ppl there...hate hate hate but what to do...still must go down to face my boss and all the KPO ppl. hAZ.. I will be low profile when i go down...
Today we celebrate his birthday...he felt sad that all his friends has left him. LIFE is short so dun bother so mush...just make yrself happy.

2007-05-02T21:57:00.001+08:00

ITS MY FIRST POST!

2007-05-02T21:42:00.001+08:00

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